Hi All

I was having problems with blogger which seem to be fixed now... WHATEVER! Below is my latest pictures...

-.2 Today

Okay not a lot but I'll take it! Toni's optimistic and feeling this is MY ROUND!!! I'm going to do it this time! I can feel it in my bones! I'm ready to succeed and finally get rid of this fat! I am so excited and I'm finally feeling better - I may just go to the gym tonight. I'm getting my thyroid straightened back out again. Here's the thing - I think I was in such hopes that the HCG would take care of it - but the thing is I was in denial about my autoimmune disease... I didn't realize how serious it was. My doctor explained to me the ramifications of my thyroid not functioning properly. Anyone who has thyroid disease - take it seriously. It is the central computer for your body! It can affect you eyesight, weight, heart, memory, and a load of other things. She explained to me about a friend of hers that ignored hers for so long she ended up in the ICU because she rammed her daughters car in the driveway. So, I'm taking this seriously and taking my meds again! I'm not messing around with this. I have to wonder if some of my optimism is coming from my starting to even out from the meds??? Maybe! I'm also excited for my trip to Atlanta next week! I need the mini vacation even though it's a training session!

If anyone is still reading - keep rooting for me - I'm still working this program and I'm gonna do it - permanently this time. I was sharing with Lori that I don't really have a problem maintaining my weight as you can see from my weight loss chart - it's getting rid of all of it that I've had the trouble with - and I still believe it's a mental block. And I so appreciate the patience and the support of DD.ca, HCGSupplies and all my readers! I'll make it you just wait and see.

Same yesterday & today

My weight is the same yesterday and today 205.6

Down - 2

So, today I am down another 2 lbs. and weight is 206.2. I'm nearing the 100's again! I'm going to surpass it this time and actually lose that 100 lbs! Keep cheering for me! I'll get there!

Down -1.6 lbs

Down another 1.6 lbs this morning - going in the right directions yet AGAIN! So, this morning was 208.2 lbs... Did fairly well again today - not perfect mind you but getting there. Also, back on thyroid meds because I guess it was really high and I haven't been taking it like I should! AND I KNOW BETTER! So, I'm having to start all over again!

VLCD 2 - 2.6 lbs

I got through today too... I was down to 209.8 this morning -2.6 lbs... I wanted a cookie all day it was making me crazy - having literal physical cravings. Gonna start taking the lactobacillus sporogenes again. So, there's the update for today... OH almost forgot! My brother installed my cook top which has 4 burners and a grill... Made chicken today and it was way better than a restaurant - we may never eat out again!

First VLCD

Okay so mostly made it through the day - I had non-fat milk today... It was a good day otherwise. I'm hungry right now - I'm going to go to bed so I don't eat. Also, I'm having to take cough syrup at night so we'll see if the milk and syrup affect anything tomorrow. My starting weight was 212.4 lbs today after loading. I did very well all day with the exception of the non-fat milk and the cough syrup. But I need to sleep at night - and the coughing is severely affecting my attitude.

B-Day Tomorrow

Okay so my B-day is tomorrow and I am going to treat it as a load day! I've been having difficulties with getting motivated - AND I THINK IT'S JUST TIME! Gonna sit down and write tonight! New Goals New Me New EVERYTHING! Tired of being this way and being wishy-washy about my weight! Time to get back into the swing and get SERIOUS! My girls will be 14 in 6 weeks! So it's time to meet my goal! I can do this and I will be FABULOUS!

Hi All

I've been struggling plus been sick on top of it! I'm hanging in there but I did gain some of my weight back - which I'm going to start working on again! I keep getting back up on the horse and trying! Eventually, I'll complete the race but right now my horse is going in circles trying to figure out which direction to go! Once I'm feeling better the fog will clear and we'll head up the hill again!