Okay so I gorged the last 2 days for sure am starting out at 202.6... I'm hungry which is super crazy since I really ate yesterday! Gonna get myself a cup of hot tea and try to ignore my children and their fighting! I want them back at school! Just a couple more days!!!!
Got up this morning and had only put on 2 lbs and that was with the clothes on so - I'd say didn't gain anything for the load days - that's a dangerous thing that means I didn't get in enough fats or my HCG in the freezer has gone bad. We'll see tomorrow when I weigh in at WW for my last time there for a while. I'm going full bore HCG again... I'm a little apprehensive as I really want to get it done this time... No holds barred! Just get rid of the last 40ish lbs... I'd like to say 40 by 40... My 40th B-Day is February 2! I'm going for it!!! :D
Took my third shot tonight and finished my two days of loading. It's crazy with taking the break I am super ready to get started. It was such a chore to get all the food down today... Felt gross!!! I cannot wait for tomorrow to start eating clean again! Me and the green tea will be best friends! I'll still probably start my day with coffee and going through protocol materials!
I have I think 12 shots in my freezer and more HCG on the way... I'm very excited to get started again and finally get rid of the rest of my weight. Yes I did gain through the holidays but not as much as I would have had I not gone to WW just of the support! I love that I have that option... Although I was super bored with the HCG program and it was good to take a break - I am super ready to finish this out! I really don't even know if anyone is still reading these blogs but I am determined to keep blogging as it helps me through my journey. And maybe someone will stumble on my blog and discovery how HCG can help them get to their goals too!
I will begin loading on the 25th all day! Explaining this to my guy will be interesting but I am going to print out what I can have for the next 6 weeks - he's super supportive but the program looking from the outside is kinda weird especially when you do the load days! :D
Oh and today I was weight at 199.0... And I can feel it in my pants for sure! 10 lbs heavier than I was in early November! UGGGHHH
I have enough to do a mini-short round kindof... 17 shots... Not quite a short round but I don't have enough HCG to do any more than that! So I will go for it and do as much as I can - unless someone would like to donate and send me a couple vials :D... JK Once I get on my feet financially I will order some more but right now my finances are my priority and keeping a roof over our heads. Still have not found a JOB!
I made a commitment to this challenge - and although it's been challenging - I will see it through to the end! Even at the cost out of my own pocket! I want to be an inspiration to everyone out there seeking to permanently rid the fat from their bodies! I was hating the restriction - and that was a lot of what I was struggling with... I'd made it down to 188 but am up to 198 - so before I teeter back into the 200's I am gearing up to start the challenge again. I am going to utilize the Christmas meal - even though we don't celebrate - we've been invited and I will use that as a load day! Until then I will be eating healthy so as not to gain any further weight!
Looking forward to the ideal weight! It's just around the corner and I CANNOT WAIT TO POST THE FINAL PICTURE!!!
