TOM - Won't be starting this weekend

Well - TOM decided to visit - horrible cramps coupled with feeling like I was going to vomit! Yeah, I'm so glad it's here NOT!!! I really wanted to get started this weeked. My 20 year is in September. So as soon as TOM is over I'll be back on the wagon - HCG here I come with a ferious vengence! I'll be in with my counselling sessions starting next week and actively moving towards recovery from overeating, BDD, self-destructive behaviours and FAT FREE FOREVER!!! I needed the break and I think that's a learning lesson too! I don't think it's just the matter of stabalizing the weight - which I'm not sure where I'm at right now with the extra water weight and swelling from TOM - but the 6 week breaks are important for the mental break and getting refreshed to do a new round. So, waiting for TOM to leave!