Quandary

Okay so I'm in a quandary - I've gone back up 2.2 lbs - is it water weight?  Do I believe the scale or my measurements with I've lost another  2.5"?  I know I've been off plan the last several days - been trying to get it straight - so today I'm going to make a deal with my kids.  No more baking until I've reached the 198.6 lbs - that's my 100 lbs mark... I got rid of the rest of the Killer Brownies out of the house when they went up the street last night.  So, that was a positive - my neighbor girl was like - why don't you like them I said that's not it - I will eat them!  So, today I am really doing an apple day for sure!

I think part of it too is I'm going a bit stir crazy being here in the house - I make short trips to the grocery store and that's it with all this snow and ice!  Keep hoping it will melt!  It wouldn't be so bad but we have lots and lots of hills here and a lot of people who do not know how to drive in these conditions!

But today is a cleaning day for me - the house is messy and I cannot stand being in it with this weather - so I'll fix the messy house and maybe that will help with my attitude and refresh me towards my goals!  The first being the 100 lbs - the next being the rest of the weight whatever that might be!  Whether it's another 30 or 40 lbs after that - we will have to see when I get there!  AND I WILL GET THERE - I've already lost a whopping 86.6 lbs - that's nothing to sneeze at...  But I know if I don't get rid of all the weight and get my hypothalamus reset - the weight will slowly creep back on - it always does!

And quite honestly - I'd will not shop for size 18, 20, 22, 24, 26, or 28 ever again in my life!  I'm a size 14 now and want to be shopping in the single digits (maybe I'll steal my teenagers clothes - HAHAHAHAHA - won't that be a treat!)