Blew it!

I'm so frustrated with myself right now... I was doing so good - got off track for 1/2 a second and am having trouble getting back on track. I feel like crying today - not sure if it's the frustration with the diet - lack of sleep due to all the construction still going on in my house and I've been driving so hard between that - just my life - working out or if it's just all of the above. I really need a vacation - just a few days to myself. Not likely to happen... Being a single mom - I don't get those breaks. Last time I had a few days to myself was when my kids were about 3 years old and they'll be 14 in March. I've got to figure out how I can get a couple days to myself to recoup. Don't know if that means taking them to my brothers, asking a neighbor to take them but I need to get away... Maybe while they are on winter break here in a couple weeks I can schedule with someone to take them or come stay with them for a few days??? I just know I need a break. I think I've been driving too hard for too long and my body and mind need a break. Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh... But then there's the financial aspect of it - pick the money of the tree in the backyard - HA!